Hey Guys,
So I have started a personal project about the importance mental health and would love to get some support (in form of your stories and experiences).
Visit the link below to know more and to submit your story:

i am not scared, not anymore

a short motivational prose i wrote to help me get over my fears and remind myself to keep struggling, no matter what the cost.



not here



i want to feel again
i want to feel my life crumbling to pieces
i want to see the battle
between nostalgia
and pain
and bottled emotions
i want the war
to obliterate every reason
for my existence.


hold me

before i wake up

before this numbness is gone

and i can feel again

hold me

so that these memories don’t come back

so that these bruises don’t reappear

like flowers blooming on my hips

the evidence of my nightmare

hold me

so that i am trapped in this dream

this numbness is my safe haven

all i want is to lie here

mid-way to death

before your hands force me to life again.


you make me feel

like your fingers are peeling open my mind

turning it inside out

forcing my nails across a chalkboard

leaving white trails

a warning

a taste

of everything that is to come.